thank you.
thank you to everyone who prayed for my fiancé. he is hardly doing better at all. he’s still not 100% diagnosed and so they don’t know what to give him to make him feel better. right now, he cannot eat or drink and can barely sleep at all because of how much pain his throat and chest are in. ugh :’( I’ve been breaking down so much. not in front of him of course. I just go into the bathroom and start silent sobbing. I left last night to go home and sleep just to give us both rest and he called me at 2AM having a mental and emotional breakdown because he was so upset that he couldn’t even sleep. so I rushed back to him. I’m here while he sleeps on and off next to me. I feel like I’m going to have a heart attack. I’m so exhausted and stressed and just blah. I’m just trying to keep it together for him. hardest thing ever. it’s killing me to see him like this and not really being able to completely help.
